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Friday, November 27, 2015

Forever alone ? reassured me.

as well. palahotak hanggg ! hahahahahah.
Finally, finally. i never been in movie alone. serious. i mean kalau ada pun bukan dgn kerelaan hatiku ini. ha. maybe mcm aizat suddenly cant make it. but this time tengok Mockingjay sorang2 mmg real alone (Y) Aizat ada event dkt college and he can't deal with me. ayah pulak weekend takde so ? dah lama jugak actually tak ronda ww. dulu, before praktikal boleh kata 2 weeks in a month mesti pegi midnight movie dgn ayah, my only fav man. ngeee :D so acah2 la pusing ww tadi kan even sorang huwaa hahahaha Mockingjay mmg great tp kalini more to their loves and yg climax, for me is the death of her sister. hmm yg lain okayy la. tp instead i actually told myself to not having those movie- karaoke in alone or berjemaah situation where i found that it was not emm it was just hiburan/liburan kosong for our life which is temporary. Mockingkay je just dah janji dgn Petee mellarck KAHKAH. okay, last okay Izzati ? no more. yang tak leh blah sekali masa #foreveralone tadi hahaha nak turun escalator and ecalator tu automatic means kalau ada org dia jalan kalau takde dia stop nak jadi cerita punya sunyi hidup masa turun pon sorang2 and hahahha the escalator almost stop( sbb i ringan sangat) ahahahhahaha and pak guard terpaksa pijak dkat hujung atas sbb taknak dia stopp. hmm pastu seboleh boleh avoid tangga --" lalu yg oku transit tu. sbb aku kan sakit ? kau je taktahu aku sakit. masa beli tiket lagilah acah acah betul "hunger games pkul 11am prefered seat(sear atas)" "brp org cik" 'F888 YOU !!' HAHHAHAHA dah sah2 lah aku sorang. acah mntak preferd seat pulak tu heh baik mintak couple seat lagi padu sunyi aku hnzzzz. aku takde masalah pun nak buat benda sorang2 tp smtimes alone make me feel more low self confidence than ramai. takttahu la. kadang2 lah. aku ni jenis pendam. so bila sorang, pendam.. you know what it feels rite ? haha skrg kan ada yg nak bebel lah apa yg kata "mula mula aku jumpa kau aku ingat kau sombong sbb tak banyak cakap" konon tak kenal lagi ah tu. back then, aku org jumpa aku takkan 'ingat' aku sombong tp they declared me sombong. + dgn aku yg memendam. apa nak kata kan ? people judging bcause they just human. siapa kenal aku akan kata aku apa ? " izzati awat smlm tak mai kelas ? kau takde, sunyi doh" haaa *emoticon pakai speck hitam muahahahhha






lepasstu, pegila pusing kot ada apa2  spesel ke kat ww ni en hahahah yup! i found smtg very special. niat nya nak beli eye shadow sbb nak mekap masa angah kawen nanti HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH so mmg dah berkenan ah kat satu warna ni kat guardian. masa beratur nak bayar get in the pharmacy someone i really really know with one guy beside. and i turned down so sudden. aku letak balik barang, aku keluar pegi cold storage konon nak carik nescafe. konon nak cool down. tp tak boleh masuk cold storage rasa mcm nak pengsan. pusing area buah pun takleh buat aku tenang. amik semangat Ketniss skit *cehceh hahah pusing gitu jelah and terus decide nak balik makin lama aku kat sini makin sakit, makin mereput, makin mati.
whyyyyyy ? why did you do this to us ? why are you being so mean ?
back home, i told mom and i'm almost cry. ibu suruh aku buat2 terkejut nampak dia bagi dia sentap skit sbb tengah 'date' hurmm but sikap ibu mmg aku tak warisi langsung. aku kuburkan perasaan. i'd buried myself though. you will find happiness, i pray. sister of mine.
hurmm bilaaa lah nak happy. Aizat tngok wayang dgn awek dia mana nak ajak. aku ni nak balas dendam guanoo ? pakwe ada lainlah cerita.
ok ahh.

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